I am getting over my first ever real crush. I..m a so called "late bloomer". Never really dated, never really even liked a guy who could possibly like me back. In all honesty I just came out to more than just my personal friends this year. Of course this said guy I wash crushing on just wanted to be friends. And I am now actually okay with that. Maybe I pushed a little to fast, I have no idea what the hell I doing anyway. Plenty of guys out there to meet, spend time with and get to know. No waiting around anymore, people who knew me a year ago could not possibly recognize me now. I'm growing up, living my life, and working towards my bright future. If you do not like me, kiss my ass.